February 2012
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You are not allowed to be anyone else.
Despite everything I know who I am, who I want to be, the person I want to become, and the characteristics I want to embody. No one can tell me who to be, only I can determine that. All this negativity, this hate, I wish it would end. But it’ll never end. I just have to take it as it comes and take life as it comes. What matters is how I react to all of this, what I learn from all of this,...
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I don’t know why I’m so angry today. Everything seems to be bothering me. I’m just annoyed at everything, lul. Is this normal? I’m just so angry, annoyed, and moody. I’m just going to listen to mellow music and mellow out.
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Watchbigegokimbo:
Dear Sandy, My collection. Starts with audios, then videos. I do not have a problem…
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me: I should go shower now
(five minutes later)
(another five minutes later)
(yet another five minutes later)
(more five minute intervals)
someone: (goes into the bathroom)
me: wow fuck you I was JUST about to go take a shower
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Throughout this year, I’ve realized that there are only certain people I can count on. Some of them aren’t even my closest friends. There are only certain people who take the time to ask about my feelings or ask about my day instead of just talking about their day. Of course I’ll listen to you but it’s nice to get asked once in a while too. Some of the people I’ve...
Chipotle today with Annie, Lisa, and Lina! : )
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You’re so creepy, it’s insane…..
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Anonymous asked: Do you like, or do you hate Jeremy Lin?
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I feel fat. Lul. Fatter than I already am. Whoop.
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If I were to ask someone to Sadies, it would say “Hey YOU! (name in paratheses). You’d be a LIN-TASTIC date to Sadies.” With a picture of Jeremy Lin pointing towards that person. Okay, I totally stole this off the internet but I thought it was funny. LUL. But I probably wouldn’t ask in this way because it would make it seem like I want to go more with Jeremy Lin than the...
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WatchLUL, he looks like a fatter version of him!
18th Birthday Recap.
On the day of my birthday, I went to first period and was surprised by a pink bucket full of random gifts, a ball, and balloons. They gave me a Jesus candle, a cross made out of chocolate, a ball, a Hot Wheels car, baby food, blue punch, gummy worms, and a pink bucket with balloons. I’ve never ever gotten balloons on my birthday before so that really meant a lot to me. Once I looked inside...
I'm not going to lie. I'll miss my senior year the... →
amandajkao:
Out of my 4 years of high school, my greatest year so far has been my senior year. I’ve gotten closer to people I never thought I would get close to. Things are going well for me in school. My grades, my clubs, everything is going for me. Despite the minor problems and setbacks in my everyday routine, I will always try to look past the negatives so that the positives outshine it all....
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Food.
I’m suppose to make a list of things I like to eat for Amanda and Pham. Lul. It’s so hard because I’m vegetarian and all of my friends eat meat. I think that they should go everywhere they want and not weigh things on me because I don’t eat meat. ) : I feel bad which is why I’ll make this list short and brief.
Fried rice. Egg rolls. French fries....
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When things feel like they’re going right, something wrong happens. Why? Why can’t I just be happy for more than a day? WHY? I try so hard to be a good person but that isn’t good enough, is it? I fall and I try to find the strength to pick myself up but sometimes I can’t anymore. I just keep getting knocked down. And I’m too afraid to ask for help. I’ve always...
Life and Death.
Sometimes I wonder if life is worth living? If this pain is worth it all? Is my effort worth it all? If the outcomes I project in my mind worth it all? I’ve already lost a few family members and I feel as if I lost one of my closest friends I’ve ever had. What more can be taken from me? What do I have left? Sometimes I wish I weren’t alive. Sometimes I just sit in my room and cry...
You’re annoying. Shut up. You’re full of lies. I hate everyone. I’m so sick of this shit. So sick of this feeling. Maybe it’d be better if I was dead.
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